It's my favourite Lucas video. In the past, i remember that i watched it billion times a day, again and again but now, i watch it sometimes.. In this video, they played one of my favourite pieces and i don't know.. it's the first time i watched it in YouTube, i fell in love with it again.. I want to say a lot of things but i can't and ahh probably i can't say it never but.. i love something in my life.. i know.. i complain a lot of things my life, maybe in there and my other two acc but.. i like* it so much.. It has.. presence, richness and dreams.. i have so many plans in future and now, some invention in my mind which i want to invent, stories for children that i want to write.. I have siblings and parents and some friends.. authors and books.. I know, my life consist of spiritual, not materialistic.. maybe i don't live in real life, if you look that, you can just see a girl who reads books, is a fangirl, goes to college.. maybe it's true but there are more.. i am only planning and thinking but, hmm it's beautiful* and.. I don't know.. ahh.. i think that I can't explain but.. it's not important and necessary.. i know* it and.. i think it's enough for now*.. Anyway, i wish and hope you all have fantastic life in this universe*.. have a wonderful day..
Hey everyone!! How's your days?? Mine is, yes monoton but good.. Today, i went a cargo company because i had to send a document to a company which give me scholarship, two days ago, i ordered some -4- books in internet.. so i wait it.. hmm.. (I'm bored now because my littlest brother fighted with my little brother and.. it's getting tiring and boring).. I'm trying to write a fairy tale nowadays and.. ahh!! I'm so excited about that. Because, i was trying it almost 3 years and now, i achieve it and.. yess it's so.. wonderful thing.. and the last thing i want to say that.. i really love Lucas in THIS perfect video 💕💕 Actually, it's forced me to said that because i'm getting shy but.. I like (actually it's probably 'love' but I try to be more kind) this brothers.. and I'm proud of them!! They're really good guys and.. i don't know.. (I forgot something -again- it's my second favourite Lucas video, maybe next days, I'll share the first one)
++ [PART 2 of letter] But I don’t think you were asking me what you feel. You know better than anyone. What you wanted me to help you with is what to do about it — and that I can tell you.
Glory in it for one thing and be very glad and grateful for it.
The object of love is the best and most beautiful. Try to live up to it.
If you love someone — there is no possible harm in saying so — only you must remember that some people are very shy and sometimes the saying must take that shyness into consideration.
Girls have a way of knowing or feeling what you feel, but they usually like to hear it also.
It sometimes happens that what you feel is not returned for one reason or another — but that does not make your feeling less valuable and good.
Lastly, I know your feeling because I have it and I’m glad you have it.
We will be glad to meet Susan. She will be very welcome. But Elaine will make all such arrangements because that is her province and she will be very glad to. She knows about love too and maybe she can give you more help than I can.
And don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens — The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away.
It's a letter from Steinbeck to his son which fell in love with a girl that name is Susan
November 10, 1958
We had your letter this morning. I will answer it from my point of view and of course Elaine will from hers.
First — if you are in love — that’s a good thing — that’s about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don’t let anyone make it small or light to you.
Second — There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you — of kindness and consideration and respect — not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn’t know you had.
You say this is not puppy love. If you feel so deeply — of course it isn’t puppy love. ++ [PART 1 of letter]