"I lost six of my years fighting fire with fear and it's tearing me apart inside. I can point all the blame, try to relive the shame, but I think it's time i took back my life. Cause I'm sick of the person i used to be, so stressed out, burned out, living in my agony. Hated all the words that they said to me, so I jacked up, blacked out, wasted all those memories. I won't go back. Cause I'm sick of you, I'm sick of me, I'm sick of the person i used to be. What a pointless mistake, such a slap in the face, gotta turn this thing around again. No more holding it back, no more bending the facts, I'll push myself, push myself till I understand."